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Prayer and surrender unto His
Holiness (H.H.) Dr. Jayant Athavale,
Goddess Durgadevi and Lord
Hanuman resulting being able to chant* well
Recently, I was very tired and was not able
to chant well (that is, chanting that is done with spiritual emotion,
fighting spirit and concentration). At one time during that period, while
doing aarti (ritual of waving of lit lamps), I prayed with desperation
to H.H. Dr. Athavale to give me strength and to take care of me. While
singing the hymn 'Jyot se jyot jagao', I was in tears, and felt as if
I was a small baby with out-stretched arms, lying in surrender at His
feet. Suddenly, I saw Sri Durgadevi smiling at me, just as a mother smiles
at her little baby. The next moment, I saw H.H. Dr. Athavale’s feet,
which were all blue. After the aarti was over, I was doing the vastu chant
(chanting done for the purification of the house) in the bedroom. I prayed
to Lord Hanuman that just as He got a seat at Lord
Rama's feet, I also
wish to get a seat at H.H. Dr. Athavale’s feet. At that moment,
Lord Hanuman transformed into H.H. Dr. Athavale in the photo and I saw
that it was shining blue light. After that, I was able to chant very deeply
for the rest of the day. |